I want you to hear my screaming, I want you to notice what goes on

I have toothpaste on my nose. there is a large zit on my nose and it just wont go away. Jamie told me to do it. She's 22 so of course I listen. I worked both jobs today. Terryberry was uneventful. Oh, i ditched my first class and chapel. I just can't sleep at night. I should be in bed now but i'm waiting for the toothpaste to dry. Part of my interning duties include going to the Arclight on Wednesday nights and manning a booth to answer questions. A lot of famous people go to the arclight and tonight i saw Adam Brody. Lets just say... he is smokin'. I've never used that phrase before and I'll probably never use it again. I'll reserve it just for him. Smokin' Adam Brody. Yes. It has a nice ring. I started looking at housewares tonight and i signed up to get the Ikea magazine in the mail. Lame as it may be, i'm joyous. I'm waiting now for this toothpaste to dry. So its time for small talk. I'm single right now, i'll tell you that much. These are the things I find important in a 'boy/man'
must love the Lord
must have leadership skills
must be someone i can respect

there.
thats what i want. I need someone I can follow and respect his decisions. I wish i had some yerba mate right now. and toast with cinnamon sugar. and a back massage. maybe if i think hard enough jamie will give me one without me even asking. yeah. i doubt that too. well my toothpaste is hardening, so hopefully if you see me tomorrow i won't be mistaken for Ruldolph. and if i do, just lie to my face. thanks