Yesterday was crazy. I'm sorry for not posting. I have a night class on Mondays and eats up everything that is good and beautiful. I got my phone fixed yesterday! More importantly I had a really good talk with Josh. We talked about why we never dated. I was completly honest with him, because Im trying not to be walked on anymore. He was honest because he had some 'truth serum' if you know what i mean. He said it never was anything about me. He said I knew him and I still know him better than anyone else. He said we have a relationship where he knows he can trust me, and I wont hurt him. Josh told me he didn't want to just go out for four months then break up with me and lose everything. I told Josh how i have battled with the fact that someone could want to be with me so much, yet not want me. I woke up this morning with a smile on my face, truly having closure. Today is a big day for K-dawg. Carly, Mia and Jessie and myself of course are going apartment shopping. The time i have left in 310 is disapearing, and my time with Jamie as my official roommmate is becoming more and more precious. Hmmm
going a little deeper than i wanted to at this early hour.
I'll write a haiku
eric clapton song
window on my left, bed right
four walls, things surround
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