j310

Sometimes in the movie,in the shows
people hold something
a trinket of somesort
then the camera pans
to the time this momento
brings them back to.
I look feverishly around my room
up down
left right
nothing
not one thing
can lock up and hold
all my memories
Jamie taught me so much this year
I had lived with my family
people who loved me
because the blood that flowed
through our veins was the same
but Jamie was different
I lived with my best friiend
the ideal situation
people warned us not to
you'll get too exclusive
you'll hate each other.
no. people. not true.
i love her more
i love her for wambat combat
i love her for her messes
i love her for her silly dressing
i lover her for her dancing
i love her for her lime green flip flops
we say to each other things wont change
but they will
this we had
our 310
was utopia
lock out the world and three cheers for epson salt
I'm not throwing you to the wolves
No
but never again
will we have what we had here
My hope
is when we make toasts at each others weddings
may 310 be brought up
may it bring tears
may it bring giggles
make it be part of the glue
that holds us together over time
i love you jamie lyn