Leaving My Heart...

in 310.

This has been a...sad day, I suppose. I started to pack this morning, all of my clothes are put away, for the most part, except for a few things in my closet, just enough to last me a few days before I leave. Karine went to IKEA today with her future roomies...I stayed here...she brought back a futon bed and some cute decorations for her bedroom. Her bedroom. Her apartment. I'm so excited for her! My buddy is growing up...and doing such a fine job of it.

I wonder when its my turn.
I wonder when someone arrives "grown up?"
I think life just constantly morphs...and you really don't arrive...you just travel. One has a destination of "grown up" but I wonder if one can actually get there?

I guess I'll never know. I'll just allow my body to feel age, to feel pain, to see years go by like they were going out of style...I"ll just allow this monster called life to slowly devour me until I am nothing more than a pile of ash. Cremate me, will you? I don't want to rot in the ground.

On a lighter note, school is officially out of session on Thursday. :) woot woot. I am looking forward to my time off, to going to Willits...I talked to my good friend Mr. Nord this morning. We talked about robbins and chemistry and gardens and cats named Chester and Lester. I will visit him when I go to Willits.

I am sleepy right now. I am supposed to meet Jonn at 73o at his apartment...that's still another hour or so...perhaps I will go to B&N and get some espresso to wake me up.

yeah for espresso.
yeah for you.
yeah for friends.
yeah for flowers.
yeah for second chances.
and third...
and fourth...