bison

i seem to be dominating the blog wall
i am up later then ever
normally being a ten o clock
to bedder
i read the time magazine today
it discussed Virgina Tech
and it showed the faces
i lingered over them.
my fingers touching each face
feeling for life.
none was there.
one of the girls had a myspace page
i went to it.
i looked at pixie
dead pixie
and i cried
how can people i never knew
effect me so?
how can one take a life?
not to borrow not to return?
but to steal and rob of all things?
empty.

the world needs jesus.

i remember when i would party
i had a re-occuring dream
i dreamt it was me
and a demon
i would try to stop the demon
and say,' in the name of the lord jesus christ i re
buke you'
but i couldn't
only , ' in the name.....'
could come out and my throat was held
by invisable hands.
this dream caused a sweat down my body
and it kept coming
and i kept partying
but eventually i listened.
i gave jesus control again
i welcomed him back
and the dreams stopped.

sweet dreams need to begin now
because it is late.