Sunday, April 15, 2007

a song for someone who needs somewhere to long for

i said goodbye to everyone today.
goodbye mom
goodbye eileen
good bye church

i'll see you later
but what is later now?

i cried when you left
i went shopping to forget
it didn't help

i told you opie
that i was sad that you left
you said you would move down here soon
i dont believe you

ammo is pregnant.
baby in the tummy
pregnant.
i'm going to be a somewhat auntie

i want to know how the world can
be so small
but when i need home
its so big

can you explain that to me?

eileen spend the night last night.
i like to snuggle.
i didn't sleep well
a nap will come later.
i have to run back
back to town

then a nap.

pasta in the caf today
but not in my tummy
i'm not going.

uncle luther's funeral was yesterday
i finally cried
i'm okay with death.
death brings life.
a better life.
and uncle lu-lu needed that.

i lost my homework list
therefore
i have no homework

(that s a lie)


i remember on the way home from
junior prom
alex talked about slow dancing in a parking lot
under
the stars

it sounds so wonderful right now.

does anyone want to dance?

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