The Pondering Heart

I feel like my words just go swoosh... Where do these words go? Does anyone pay attention to them? And if they did, why would anyone care? I have a lot of things written in my journal...but they are things for me...well, not all for me but for the most part. I sometimes feel odd writing on here...my journal knows me (is getting to know me...we just met, you know). I feel like I'm writing to an invisible audience...whereas in my journal...well, it's special. I guess I'm just not sure what to write....